Song I wrote

This world spins too fucking fast
For me to try to stand still
In just one tiny place
And end up missing a cheap thrill.
And all along it hasn't changed
And all along it's been the same
And all along it's been this strange and this insane.

Chorus:
But I thought things would get better
But things just got worse
It all seems so strange, but I know it's not the first.

What do I think about
When I'm all alone
What do I wanna do
When no one else is home
I've played your stupid games
I've lost a million times